Beneath the Surface

Chapter 1: An Introvert’s Struggle in the Dating World

Not too long ago, Maya—a complete introvert—found herself in Bangalore, battling waves of depression, panic episodes, and a sense of overwhelming weirdness. She had hoped that moving back to Mumbai, back home with her people, would heal her. But the mind, as she soon realized, doesn’t always sync with a change in location.Sitting cross-legged in… Continue reading Chapter 1: An Introvert’s Struggle in the Dating World

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The Little Heartbroken Girl

She waited by the window every night,For a voice, a hug, a guiding light.But he was a shadow, never there,A ghost of love lost in the air.She found solace in a boy’s soft smile,A love that burned but died in a while.Like autumn leaves in a fleeting dance,He left her hands, no second chance.Now, she… Continue reading The Little Heartbroken Girl

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Ghosting: Side effect of Abandonment Issues

I have spoken to multiple men on dating apps and have shamelessly ghosted them. Some of them were really the good one’s too. There were days when I gave it a lot of thought, “Why am I ghosting these guys?” The only response I got from the inner voice was “Abandonment Issues”. I have always… Continue reading Ghosting: Side effect of Abandonment Issues

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How am I dealing with depression in 2021?

It’s been pretty long since I’ve blogged. It’s just been a set of busy months, that’s it! I’m here to talk about ‘Mental Health’ again. It’s October, the start of winter and my anxiety about getting an episode of Seasonal Affective Depression has already started. The episodes are really bad and I don’t want to… Continue reading How am I dealing with depression in 2021?